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Network Connection Down

In Personal, Uncategorized on May 18, 2011 at 07:36

Would you look at that, I’m writing again. It’s been a month or so since my last entry. I stopped because, I don’t know, maybe it’s because I wanted to recover from everything confusing and frustrating I’ve felt going through my whole sophomore year with my roller-coaster-academic-stature, roller-coaster-attempt-to-be-more-social, roller-coaster-spiritual-life and not to forget the roller coaster with profuse loops among all,  part of my existence meeting that person. (‘Meeting’ may not be the precise word— it’s more of having the mamilahpinatapai issue) that person? I don’t want to mention the name or even substituting the name with a pronoun since I’m trying to brainwash myself, if that’s even possible, and start fresh again. A lot happened or at least in my mind a lot happened since I had thoughts in my head enough to blow it up to pieces.

It’s just, it’s all a mess—I’m a mess. I don’t want myself  being hampered by these baffling emotions and thoughts. I want none of this mess anymore. I want to move forward. And letting go of these superfluous baggage will create an easy sail ahead for me whilst to provide room for better things I will discover along my voyage in the uncharted waters.

Or maybe I’m only writing once more because the internet connection’s down.

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